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There was something to talk about. This kind, upp man, who had boycotted The Archers after Sid and Jolene's raunchy shower scene I could not have imagined anything more at odds with the man I knew. After tea, we talked. He was touchingly honest, with good eye contact. It was him.
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He had been looking at porn sites, bondage ones. It made him feel safe, he said, like when he was a boy and was tied up in cowboy and Indian games.
He'd been doing it daily for the past three years, more or less. That was why our phone bills were so high. And I thought he'd just been checking for emails. I fulminated. How could he? Normally so sensible, so mature, so wise, how could he do this day after day and think he wouldn't be found out, our whole relationship wouldn't be threatened, the consequences wouldn't be dire?
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But we did lead semi-detached lives, he wrapped up in his hobbies, me in mine. The next few days and weeks were the cliched rollercoaster. Huge ups - cuddling, sharing like we've never done before, about sex, about everything.
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I was not prepared to accept pornography as part of our sexual life, and that ul that. Normally he would have run a mile at the thought of a therapist, but that was my condition. Because no matter how much he might promise not to do it again, as any addict does, if we didn't understand why, how could we make sure it didn't happen again? It was a weird time. Waking at 2am, talking intensely in the small hours, often Married and looking to tie up a woman up with intimacy and laughter.
Everything was up for grabs. Did he want bondage, I asked? Was he really homosexual, transvestite? Suddenly anything seemed possible. Three times I rang the Samaritans - not that I was suicidal, I was just desperate to talk to somebody.
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What was happening when John started looking at porn, she asked. His mother Marrried dying and arguing with his father about the will. Illness suddenly left his uncle unable to Married want casual sex Milan after himself. John had to arrange for his father to go into a home, clear his parents' and uncle's houses, and sell them.
Where was I? Trying to finish a book, earning no money, and suffering depression. He said he could cope. He always did. A rock for everyone else.
Our therapist said this is often the case. People who do not habitually look at porn tend to start when they're going through a distressing time.
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For comfort - a basic bodily distraction. Because of the sexual content, they get an endorphin high and they're hooked.
Once the high wears off, the only way to get it back is to look again. Porn becomes compulsive.
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Five days after that first consultation came the epiphany. In the middle of the night I had got up and searched the internet for help for women who discover their partners are porn addicts.
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No pain, no sex. Then came the bombshell. At seven, when his family moved house, everything went wrong. The pupils at his new school were way behind those at the old.
He would have had to join the year-olds to carry on where he had left off. But the headmaster had no choice but put him with the other seven-year-olds.